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茹 王

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我所居兮,青埂之峰.
我所游兮,鸿蒙太空.
谁与我游兮, 吾谁与从.
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阿卜拉鼻孔……
September 29

she

如她所愿,他们在一起了…

谁也不知道,这是不是就是所谓的结局…

她崇拜他,膜拜…她相信,他会给她想要的生活

哪怕爱的辛苦,爱到自己支离破碎…

尽管,我还是坚持,想要的,无论哪般,要有自己实现的能力…

别人给的,是额外的幸福……

 

她笑笑,你的建筑,自己是工人…

 

可我,拥有华丽转身的坚定…

这篇日记里提到了:
September 24

you oughta know

i want you to know that i'm happy for you
i wish nothing but the best for you
both
an older version of me
is she perverted like me
would she go down on
you
in a theatre
does she speak eloquently
and would she have your baby
i'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother
'cause the love that
you
gave that we made
wasn't able to make it enough for
you
to be open wide, no
and every time
you
speak her name
does she
know how you told me you
'd hold me
until
you died,'till you
died
but
you
're still alive
and i'm here to remind
you
of the mess you left when you
went away
it's not fair to deny me
of the cross i bear that
you
gave to me
you, you, you oughta know
you
seem very well, things look peaceful
i'm not quite as well, i thought
you should know
did you
forget about me, mr. duplicity
i hate to bug
you
in the middle of dinner
it was a slap in the face how quickly i was replaced
are
you thinking of me when you
fuck her
'cause the love that
you
gave that we made
wasn't able to make it enough for
you
to be open wide, no
and every time
you
speak her name
does she
know how you told me you
'd hold me
until
you died,'till you
died
but
you
're still alive
and i'm here to remind
you
of the mess you left when you
went away
it's not fair to deny me
of the cross i bear that
you
gave to me
you, you, you oughta know
'cause the joke that you
laid in the bed that was me
and i'm not gonna fade
as soon as
you close your eyes and you know
it
and every time i scratch my nails down someone else's back
i hope
you feel it...well can you
feel it
and i'm here to remind
you
of the mess you left when you
went away
it's not fair to deny me
of the cross i bear that
you
gave to me
you, you, you oughta know
September 23

流水

1730   惊呼“下班啦”

  一阵噼里啪啦的收拾,将桌面的书书本本纸纸笔笔塞进抽屉

抓起包,冲进更衣室

 

1735   踩着我的小高跟,背着硕大的号称“旅行包”的大口袋

咚咚的冲下楼,赶往站台(歹命啊)

 

1810   经过公交车的挪移,昏昏欲睡的我下车了,开始下一轮的奔走

 

1820   贴心的煦将小炒打好,食堂恭候

可爱的她呀,要是没有她的支持,我该吃多少面包哦……

转而想到,明年,待她毕业,该也是我逃课的高峰期吧……

 

1850  去坐我的第二排咯

不知道为什么,同学们都去的比我早

等我踱过去了,后面的好位子已经被占了

出于尴尬,简直不想和陌生人挤着坐

只有低调的,选择第二排了

(第一排永远没人)

 

2140    挑战我的心理承受极限

如果还不结束,我不知道,会不会发飙

眼巴巴的等着拍巴掌感谢老师的辛苦

眼露凶光的等班长把十多条事项说完

Taxi or bus

 

22:30      第二天……

 

 

真得做出点什么来佩服自己咯

借机买双鞋来犒劳自己(有双之前看中的,重新上柜咯,还是7折!)

September 21

乱了

上班   上学
不值得被表扬
因为第二天就提前让自己放学了
因为饿,因为手机要没电咯
 
心情有点乱了
想想也本是如此
在意的
才会看得重
才会放不开
才会想得多
才会折磨人
 
September 06

这两个月哦~

这两个月哦,充实,恩,真的是……
好多人问我隐身哪了,人花花都不见咯~~
本小姐也想约你们滴,无奈,生活哈,这是生活所累~
虽然,我好像,也没创造什么价值
 
从长春培训回来,本来有好多感触想抒发的
因为真的超出了我的预期
本以为,他是普通的一座城市
本以为,只是一次普通的旅行出差
却遗忘了记忆深处的点点
当踏入净月潭,少人的安静,雨后的安静,远离喧嚣的安静
大片大片的松树,湛蓝的潭水,浓郁的松脂味儿
一切,让我着迷……是南方的森林公园没有的大气
顿时,觉得自在无比~~
 
之后的天池,久违了的高空 蓝天 白云……久违了的开阔
我想,在如此的环境中
人,还会那么计较么,还会有争吵么~~
 
凌晨抵达成都,熟悉的味道
可内心,却被什么牵挂着
 
告一段落
 
现在看来,算是机遇了吧
胖子洗我脑壳,当然我也会反洗回去
说我是总府最年轻的XXX
是哦,难得在农行这么死板的企业,难得在事事妖艳的总府
遭到提拔
 
作为80后在某些方面的代表,之后不断在各类场合被点名
被担心走的太快,被怀疑资历
故,这个月来
补充,补充,补充了好多知识O
理论的,业务的,人际的
头大!!
 
上季度的绩效分配,分了我两天
被老大退稿了四次
三十个人的相对公平
加加减减,怎么加,怎么减,为什么加,为什么减……
O,MY GOD
 
之后的日子,再也不能在平盘后就收拾包包等待下班
之后的日子,再也不好拉臭脸,急脾气了
之后的日子,怕是要操心到别人都下班了才能溜
之后的日子,注定要做些不情愿的事情
哎,歹命啊~~~~~~~~~~
 
这就是我的两个月,截至昨天
July 05

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单身的人都寂寞,骨子里的那种
他们要求的爱往往苛刻
即使找到所谓的完美恋人
爱情和理智的纠缠直到激情退却之后
于是他们誓言将寂寞进行到底
在拥挤的人潮中,谁比谁更寂寞,谁比谁更诱惑?
July 04

爱情太短路太长

没有人希望,自己站在爱情的大街像条流浪狗
这世上充满好男人和好女人,只是当那个人从我身旁擦肩而过,没有人提醒我